Stupid Foolish Me

It's been some time,
i gotta tell you,
I want u to know that,
I've cared for u..

Ever since the crabgrass
grew on your porch,
we ran round tracks,
and do just as such.

From when the time,
you were with someone,
i stayed away,
he's lucky he's found one.

I kept telling to myself,
if it is fate its meant to be,
if its not then,
We shall see.

When it was ripe,
to shed the uniforms,
I've barely heard of you,
hoping when the time comes.

But then I bumped
into you on the way,
when you were working,
I managed to muster a simple hey.

Times got better,
bumps were more,
I see you smiling,
I was done for...

And then you told me,
of this new guy,
I'm kinda depressed,
but never asked you why.

I kept telling to myself,
if it is fate its meant to be,
if its not then,
We shall see.

Follow rainbows,
over trenches,
I chase for gold,
i feel oh so helpless.

Let me apologize,
in advance for now,
please believe me,
I'm no evil cow.

I do not wish,
for all your sadness,
things happen for a reason,
I hope I'm not making things worse.

So, as you say you and him,
were no more one,
it's been painful for youu,
clouds have eclipsed the sun.

Whatever I told you back then,
I really meant those lines,
it has meaning and raw emotions,
even down to the punctuation signs.

Then a few days later,
you dropped me a big one,
you said he wanted to meet,
he regretted what he has done.

I kept telling to myself,
if it is fate its meant to be,
if its not then,
We shall see.

And true enough,
u didn't meet him,
I was in cloud Nine,
I'm as happy as it seems.

But now comes the problem,
what should I do?
should i tell u now?
do u have any clue?

I kept telling to myself,
if it is fate its meant to be,
if its not then,
We shall see.

Please hear me out,
let me tell you straight,
I've cared and liked you
to be frank I can no longer wait.

I really mean my words,
I want to be there for you,
will you hold out your hand,
and say these words too..?


Note: It didn't go very well.